Senseless

I get in this state of mind where nothing can hurt me.
My whole body goes numb, physically and mentally.
Emotional pain melts away with the cutting of my blade.
The pain in my mind shifts to my bloody wrist.
The blade burns as it cuts into my skin. And I smile.
My tears lessen and I stop the cutting.
My bloody and cut wrist looks so beautiful to me.
The emotional pain inside of me is now gone.
One goal is now in my disturbed mind.
To hind my skin from them.